Swipe for a surprise ๐ Chaotic (good?) week for me and my brain! I am sorry if I've been distant everyone, I know I haven't posted too much this month, so I really thank you for waiting :) I should do a vlog maybe and talk about stuff on my mind for those who like to listen ๐ฅฐ I've been trying to explore different kinds of photos recently on my other socials, and I know it's been pulling me away from making "hot" content here. I just feel like I already know what works on those platforms and I'm almost stubbornly reluctant to play things safe or stick to a formula ๐ It feels boring and stagnant and I want my content to evolve alongside me as a person growing. I could post mirror selfies and thirst traps all day on twitter, and I know they always get a good reception from people.. but it doesn't really challenge me so I don't really feel proud of it i guess? I'm also having a lot of fun exploring different sides of my aesthetic - taking a bit more risk with my style, being a little edgier and scarier. It's REALLY fun, and, it makes me feel good about myself, and for the first time in honestly quite a while I feel like my transition isn't stagnating anymore.