I have been doing everything I can to feel better today. The..
Added 2022-05-21 01:51:32 +0000 UTCI have been doing everything I can to feel better today. The pain and exhaustion from last night was I guess too much. It has been a couple weeks of cleaning really hard. Because I feel such shame for not having made enough progress this year. Coming up on a year next month since I lost my channel. I thought this would make me feel better. Maybe it will. But today has been so hard on my body. No cleaning but getting worse as the day has gone on. I don't feel like I can do the call show tonight. And even if I could I would do it better Sunday. I did my makeup but my eyes still looked so exhausted. I took a bath. At this point if you have any ideas to feel better let me know. I added some shows to my channel I had in this computer. I promise i will make it up to you later. But tonight all I can do is rest and try to get my energy back.
