Today I was given jewelry and I'm very happy with it đ do you like it? I also studied at a film school all day, and after that I wrote a useless thesis for the university. The brain is boiling. I want to sleep. I have some strange feeling inside. It's like a change is coming. It's both pleasing and alarming. I want to write more and more music and I'm depressed that I don't do it. It's like I'm trying to abstract myself. But it shouldn't be like that. I kind of see all my goals and methods of achieving these goals, but at the same time I'm also confused đ„Ž I'm often told that I'm weird. Do you think so too?